hyde wrote really nice poems and other stuff  for the magazine R&R Newsmaker as a renzai regularly.
I don't have them all unfortunately T_T
but at some point hyde had said he may think about releasing a collection of it~ ( oh yes plz do!) ^^

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Vol. 2 " Fictitious" There's a poem along with this one, but the words are too blurry....i can't even read it properly...so i didn't scan it.

"Co-existence" one of the earlier self portraits, No.4 KAKKOII!! desho? ^^

"Saigetsu" ( Time )

Vol. 7 "Hitori Goto" ( Take to myself )  I don't even understand why Hyde called this poem Take to myself...maybe he meant..Talk to myself?  I'm not sure.

Vol. 8 " Another Side" I think this one is taken backstage of Dive to Blue PV  (thanks to Jang for it again!)

Vol. 10 " Temperature" This one is soooo kakkkoiiiiiii *_* screams~(thanks to Jang for it~)

Vol. 20 "Earthlings are mushroom collectors" This one is sooo cute!!!! it's my favorite Self Portrait of haido ^_^

" I like cigarettes 1999" thanks to Kin-chan for this self portrait ~~~

"Perfect Shining"

" Do you remember that we played the game together very often? I don't know why...vaguely, always sense of my losing in the middle of the game.  Continue to.. I'm driving into a corner.  But still expect to win...maybe...maybe not... I tried many things, but lost after all.  I'd better stop playing in the middle of the game."

this one is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAKKKKKKKOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! thanks so much to cookie for this one ^^

Old self portrait from 98, CHO KAKKOIII! (haha sorry i think i'm crazy every self portrait i'm like CHO KAKKOII) *** Thx to Akari-san for this cool self portrait ^^ Redrum I killed someone again today That car that always disturbs my peace. I aimed for its driver, blowing him away with an invisible gun. I hate smart-ass adults. It's too bad for the assailant.  but when some mixed up guy Has a car accident.  I think " Up Yours", (fufuf many ppl told me now, it means ano, up ur ass ne..-_-") Still, in this God-less world those fucking guys don't always come to no good. <-- (haha..haido swearing..this sounds so funny.) That's why I kill people so easily in my mind's eye, I don't know how many people I've killed with invisible bullets. One day I'll probably be killed in the same way. How many people have killed me? ***Btw, yeah, Redrum is from Stephen King's the shining ( if u read it the other way around it's Murder) but what others told me is that this is supposed to be some lyrics from a band called Redrum, i dunno ^^; Women and sometimes men It rarely occurs to anyone to take " men " as the subject for a discussion. They are far too varied.  But " women " is a theme constantly chosen. both for protest and surprise.  There may be much meaning in this, as perhaps the time has come for women to change in order that(?) the balance between the masculine and the femminine may be better. Now may men be the point in time when thought, unless partnered by true feeling-feeling that is as trust-worthy as claer thought-is seen as destructive.  but when we say "women," whom do we mean? For   women are usually described as someone would like them to be, or would like them not to be, but ?? as they are in themselves.  The very world ?? is equivocal, since it may mean someone is not whom  you expect untiring work, or someone ??? and endlessly adaptable. One thing is certain: a discussion such as this would not be entered unless there is acceptance of the fact that every man and woman is both masculine and feminine. This is true physically as well as psychologically, for we each carry a dual inheritence.  We will only flounder in generalities   ??? is agreed that our aim is to consider the masculine and feminine sides of the woman and the feminine and masculine sides of the man. It seems necessary to discuss men and women together, as they are in a reciprocal relationship, and..i can't see the last line..: P ehm..i dunno how to comment about these 2 "poems" because..well it makes sense but then i guess haido's still..haha not too good at using the right eng to tell what he really meant?  (i mean he know what he's talking about?) but somehow some of his choice of words are so good!  I don't think someone that's not good at eng would use those words, but i thought haido's not good at eng.......so where did he learn all these??  So what i think is, actaully he didn't write these, but copied from somewhere else :P Because some ppl told me that they saw these before ( but dunno where )

Making a model dream Following the dream in the white world Breaking and following Still breaking and following ... There is nothing **Special thanx to Aurora

My body is constructed of...the flesh is gold bread, blood is silver wine. They are bound in freezing atmosphere and nimbuses. The time may come when people will control the weather in near future. The truth is revealed before a great promise. Now, you have no more time to hesitate to... (haha looking back, seems like most of my comments for self portrait is : KAKKOII!!!!!!!!!*screams*.  I guess i just couldn't help it...i notice this problem myself too but >_< haha can i think of a better word? )

"deep sleep fish" special thanx to Cat ^^

Vol. 27 (special thx to Take for the scan~~) Freedom lies for within myself you reside in a given room you reside in the given order glorify your determined freedom to the mind of an idler to the mind of fools glorify your determined freedom like a tamed dog... most handicapped being true freedom lies for within myself through the act of natural instinct through the act of wilderness

Vol 28 Let's go to the playground, pretending not to notice. Pretending not to know,  pretending not to think. Just because it's a sunny day. Because I'm up early today. Even the scent of this new playground is nostalgic. Something, seeped out of my and  gave me a warm feeling. No big deal, it's just a bit of fear. See, I can walk on my  own with no one's help. WHAT A SHAME!! You just don't get it. Let's just take a longer way to go home together. Just because it's a sunny day. Because I'm up early today.

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vol. 31 wonder if hyde made this himself?? or haha dipped his face in the plaster stuff? ^^;

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Vol. 34 ***Special thanks to Pare san.*** A traveler jouneys around the world carring a bag with a hold. It is impossible to bring back the items around. Shuffle the precious and non-precious items. What left over is only the path of your life.

Vol.35 um, missed out vol. 33 , anyone got it and would like to send to me? ^^?

Vol.43 hha gomen i missed like so many previous ones..i'll try to fill up the gaps later ^_^ gomen ne :P ( if u have it and would like to contribute then its great >:D ...plz mail me ^^; )

This following poem was originally written in English.  Ehm...there were a few words that doesn't make sense, but his english is already very good ^_^ !! ( I think it has improved?) Haido sama ganbatte kudasai ! despite of the imperfect english, I LOVE THIS POEM!! It is really quite meaningful i think. Devil's Soul Well, do you know the answer? You adore distruction You love conflict.  You love pleasure.  You love blood. There's no use pretendid to be a hypocrite, (i think he meant pretendING) I can see right through you If you are happy, then everything else being destroyed Is just part of the fun, isn't it? You don't know who you are dealing with You just can't help showing how right you are, can you? The truth is you adore distruction You love conflict.  You love pleasure.  You love blood. However, there's no need to feel sad After all, that's the way you were created.