interviews + 08
Shoxx 97 Vol.51 hyde A to Z items
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A)
Anger
Before, when I have nothing to do, I can still make this useless time
meaningful and enjoy it. For example, if there's a traffic jam, I'd
say
" Oh well it's ok, I can go slowly, no hurry," but now, I just want to
get home right away and sleep, so I can't tolerate traffic jams!
B)
Baby
I use to hate kids, actaully I'm not sure if i hate kids or like kids...
because sometimes they're cute, but when they cry .. -_-"
But anyhow I gradually stuck to the "LIKE" side more. I never really thought
about my own kids though. Hmm but I want one boy one girl, but raising
kids is really
difficult ne.. so I'd rather play with other's kids ^^ isn't it good that
you can play with them and have no responsibilities? I guess that's good
enough for now? (laughs)
C)
Cook
Lets say, if i'm watching TV and got hungry, can't get food from convinient
store,
and it just sucks to go out to eat alone... at the end I'll end up cooking
myself.
I'll make those simple but delicious food, which for me it's something like
nabeyaki ..like
a hot pot or something. You can eat it anytime right? I ate it for
2 consecutive days ne (laughs)
D)
Death
Death..of course it's scary..but why? Probably because there's still things
that you wanna do I think?
and the pain is also scary .. There's another world after death desho? These
days I sorta believe in the existence of
ghosts....Its quite fasinating, thinking that so many billions have died
prior, then what do they do? and if you see a ghost
then it's like what u'll become when you die...ne?
E)
Encore
How many times have we done it ne? About 5 ? Although it's called encore,
i really think it's just the start of 2nd part of the concert. People probably
thinks " ya..even if we don't cheer and yell ENCORE laruku will still come
out again" (laughs)
But when the voices of "encore " merge into one, I can see it from the backstage..and
last year's tour,
we repeated "kaze ni kienaide" 2nd time. That was a REAL encore.
Coz we didn't plan it. The concert alerady ended, when the audiences
are leaving,
we suddenly start again, and everyone just rush back to their spot in total
chaos and panic!!
But since we don't want that kind of chaos to happen again, so sometimes
even though we really
want to encore ( a real one, not a planned one) we can't do it.
F)
Fans
My feelings toward fans.. they're like my brothers and sisters.
There are naughty brothers..good sisters.. kandou times etc.
Basically its really cute ne~ Umm but I wonder what they like about us?
Wow isn't that a lot of people though? (haha) when the concert tickets sold
out,
it just feels really unbelievable...fushigi na..
G)
Goal
Goal equals death. Therefore, I want to die satisfied...hmmm,
dunno why , these days i feel like dying. Like after 12/27 Budokan LIVE,
and got platinum disk, I was " happy to death " ( so happy that i can die
)
Like those movie scenes, before the main guy dies, he'll become shiawase..
H)
Horoscope
so is there 13 or 12 horoscopes? At some point, people started saying
that there are 13... but then the idea sorta died out later.. basically
i don't really believe in these fortune telling things over the stars etc..
I)
Idea
Basically (wow...hyde uses "basically" a lot..ne? ^^;) it's
a thing that I think of and give out, ...that's " Idea ".
Unlike in the movies, when someone think of something, they'll go like "
OH!"
and with a light bulb that kinda thing. Instead its like " So how are
we going to
solve this problem?" and then start thinking. So when i write songs,
I'll say " Ok, lets write
some songs" and I'd just do leisure things while searching the melody.
Usually we don't have these sudden
ideas that come, I have to change to "thinking mode" first. For D'Arc~en~Ciel,
we had this idea
before thinking of doing a single.
J)
Journey
Isn't it scary to travel at foreign places when you don't know their language?
Go with someone who can speak foreign languages? It's good..but i have to
be frank with
them na? Basically (ah using this word again haido!!) I can't really open
my heart to others ne.. (laughs)
Therefore,it's so much trouble ne... but there are some things that i wanna
see.
Like aurora..pyramids etc. And i really want to see white whales too.
I've not
even seen it on TV..so i want to see cool things, I also want to see space.
K)
Kill
In this photo session i had to break this mirror..and when i break
the mirror there's this shiver... If it's a guitar it's gonna probably gonna
be the same feeling.. but i've never broken anything that shouldn't be broken.
I've not even thought of doing it eihter, but isn't killing someone
the same idea? Hmm..sometimes think about it..dangerous eh? (laughs)
L)
Love
If there's no love in this world we can't live ne...? Wouldn't we feel
like robots..like animals.. the kind that i need most is the love can make
me feel at ease. The love that i talk about in lyrics, is reflecting my own
experiences..but..
there are many love songs in the world ne.. like.. i love you..i'm waiting
for you..
it's easy to say, but i don't really understand ne, Love
M)
Medicine
These days i took a lot of medicine for flu. Colds are really scary
ne..
if i'm a student, and i can stay at home becoz of cold, it's good, but then
now we can't just take breaks ne... If I have to work while I'm sick..
it sucks so much. And I also drink the vitamin drinks to keep good health
other than medicine.
N)
Night
These days i stayed up till the morning, because of the " work cycle", usually
work at night. But humans supposedly sleep at night isn't it? But because
of
the advance of technology, we don't really have to sleep at night anymore
because
we have lights and stuff. But i don't go out to play at night, although
when i was younger
i hang around around my neighbourhood. Now, i stay at home at night. Average
sleep is about 7 hours ne.. I wake up around... (this part there's someting
wrong... coz haido said he sleeps from around 10 AM - 4 AM, but ano,
that's not 7 hours..-_-" so he either meant 10 PM - 4 AM, or 10 AM - 4 PM,
but he said "these days i stayed up till morning" so he probably went to
sleep
10 AM- 4 PM ne? and work at night...!? )
O)
Overseas
Our music is not known to overseas ne..wouldn't it be nice if they can hear
it too?
but once in a while we get fan letters from overseas too ne
P)
Phone
I seldom talk on the phone. No one calls me..i don't call anyone..So my phone
bills
are really cheap yo~ I don't really like talking over the phone, but i don't
meet in person
a lot either (laughs) Don't like to go out ne..
but I bring cell phones, because it's super convinient. For example,
when you're
meeting someone, if you don't know the meeting place you can talk on the
phone and
find the place at the same time...or if you're driving, and there's a traffic
jam,
you can call and say that you'll be late. Or else u'd have to stop ur car
somewhere
and use the public phone.
Q) Quake
Yesterday there was scale 3 earthquake ne? It's very scary..
There are more earthquakes over Tokyo ne..don't have that in Osaka..I already
forgot,
but when i first came to Tokyo, there were always earthquake..it was culture
shock.
(Um i guess he meant it was quite shocking coz it's a diff way of living
from Osaka?)
R)
Room
My room is dirty yo! (laughs) After moving, there wasn't much change.
I only buy things
i want. It's not like i'm stingy, but things that i don't need i don't
like to keep it
in my room. Now i want to buy a book shelf, but I can't find any particular
one that i like.
So the books are piling up...My ideal is not the parvenu kind, I want an
antique style
home. When i buy furniture I usually buy wood color or iron etc.
My bed is
white,
S)
Smoke
I've been smoking for almost 10 years..but i haven't thought of stopping
yet.
When i first smoked, it was those tabako for colds " Neo Cider " (<--
i think!?)
For real cigarettes, it was "caster" and "Cabin Mild", "Mild Seven", "Cherokee"
but it
stop producing. Probably, I'll smoke until the doctor stops me...Now
i smoke 1 box
everyday. About 25-30.. i smoke the most when i compose songs and watch
video ne..
I don't smoke when someone's sleeping, only before sleep and after sleep.
When i sleep,my nose is allergic so i can't live with a smoker in my
house.
T)
Tear
These days, i haven't cried. Ocassionaly I'll feel kandou. When
I feel sick
I'd also want to cry. I'll cry if there's touching events...I cried
watching movies
(dunno what the movie's called..sorry ^^;) Like Ghost is the type of movie
that makes everyone cry ne.
U)
UFO
I don't believe in UFO . ALthough i used to believe. It's associated
with ghost,
when i don't believe ghost, i dont' believe UFO. Aliens riding on UFO
coming to earth..?
I think there are aliens..from earth to the next closest planet that has
alien
inhabitants, wonder how many light years we're apart...are they more civilized
and advanced than us? But if they can come visit us then their technology's
gotta
be more advanced than us ne. But then why are they interested in earth
ne?
Maybe they should be interested in some other planet? That's why i really
doubt
if UFO really came to earth...I've read a book talking about the possibility
and they say it's low..From the many books that i've read, it's the most
realistic
i think. The universe is so massive.. i bought this "universe map"
thing,
and the solar system's like a little dot at the side... but the solar system
is already really big! ..Hmm there must be others living outside of earth,
very very far away. If possible i'd like to go to other planets, i'm interested
in aliens too
V)
Valentine
Last year's valentines day.. i saw " Dan-ba-in" (laughs)
I got lots of chocolates from fans too. Previously...I don't have much
memories of valentines day. Now i recieve from fans, but when i was
a student
I didn't get any! so i hated valentines day.
W)
War
Because there's war, i don't believe there's God. If there's God, seeing
his people dying, and he's not doing anything. So, i think there's
no God
in this world.
X)
X-day
X-day is doomsday, the destruction of humans ne. 1999 July, I don't
believe, but I
had a bet with sakura, betting if something will happen on that day.
Something happening as in ..at least a few thousand people dying, disasters
etc..
then sakura wins. And the prize..we'll decide on 1999 New Years Day.
(Laughs)
I don't think Notradamus's prophecies will come true.
(HSS: Hmm.. of course at this time haido never thought of what will happen
just a little while later after this interview... that sakura event..
but i wonder if they really kept this bet? even after that.... Ark and Ray
was
released on July 1st ne, and you know how Laruku say, that was the "disaster"...
so is haido purposely allowing sakura to win? ^^;; fufufufu)
Y)
Year
The year passes by really fast, just quite unbelievable that one year will
end.
Although there wasn't a lot of change, but the people from the South don't
like Japan because they think having four seasons is not good. But
I don't think
so because isn't four season's great? The countries in the South doesn't
have four
seasons, But they have rainy season ne? Isn't the four seasons in Tokyo quite
distinct? There's also snow....i think that's very good ne..
Z)
Zoo
I think Zoos are quite cruel...for the sake of making everyone else happy...
Of course, when i was a kid, I went to zoo too and i didn't think of it as
cruel,
but then i didn't like it either, coz i think it stinks (laughs) But i like
the
aquarium, I went to the sea world quite often. There was a Jinbeizame
(whale shark)
it was very sugoi. But everytime i go to a zoo i'll feel pitiful for them...it
makes
me feel bad ..like the white tigers etc, they have to repeatedly doing some
trick
over and over again, no matter if they wanna do it or not. If the space
in the zoo can be wider, just like living back in the wilderness then maybe
it would
be better ne....